Okej, okej, okej.

After sitting on the phone bawling my eyes out to my friend in Sweden, I’ve taken control again, and I’ve alleviated some of my stresses.
Things are not great yet, and there are some things I cannot control, but I feel a little better.

Great things:

  • I’m moving out in a month
  • I’ve just enrolled for proper Swedish lessons at CAE 

So since I woke up at 3pm, it’s socially acceptable for my first meal of the day to be beer, right?

So sleep. Much stretch. Wow.
Christ Almighty

Literally standing in front of the mirror crying and silently screaming at myself. I am so disgusted by what I see. Ugh. Reviled.

Everybody can go to hell in a hand basket.
So fucking done.

I just want you in my life. All of the time. I want you to meet my friends, my family, everyone that is important to me. I want to share you. I want to be by your side. 
I’m really excited by the prospect of being able to bring you to my friend’s birthday this Saturday…
I hope you will say yes. I hope you want this too.

Finally. 
I’ve waited 2 months, 2 weeks and 3 days.
Tom and I finally had sex again.
It wasn’t as relieving as I was expecting though,
Because I was fighting so hard not to tell him how much I love him.
I couldn’t help it.
I couldn’t disconnect my feelings,
And I’m terrified that he doesn’t feel the same way.

Close up of my fox 🐺 #svengroenewald #berlin #artist #tattoo #tatt #ink #fox #fresh #healing #illustration #design #art #loveit #amazing
Surprise! This is what I was doing in Sunbury ;D So unbelievably happy with my fox by the amazing @sven_von_kratz #tattoo #tatt #svengroenewald #berlin #artist #loveit #design #fox #fresh #swollen #healing #ruinartcollective #ruinart 
Time is against us now,

but it’s okay. Just knowing that you want to be with me, and only me is enough to get me through.

Until then,
x

glaaaaaassses. I’m still at the stage where I feel like I’m in a costume though, haha.
Faster than a streaking rocket, speedier than a flash of light, IT’S FEARLESS FLY! 🐝👓 #newglasses #glasses #specs #shortsighted #distance #cantsee #fearlessfly #icantseewithoutmyglasses #dork #selfie

Really hangin’ on the arrival of my new glasses today…

A conversation today spurred me to rediscover what’s happening in the world of socially conscious design. I can’t wait to get involved and work towards my career goal!feeling inspired.
Happy Birthday Lil!🍻 #loveher #birthday #drinks #cute #thebridge #love #bar #friends (at Bridge Hotel)
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